I feel like my disorder’s got the best of me. I don’t feel like how I used too.
I loved to cuddle and to hold hands…I loved affections but now it’s been tarnished for me. I only want to cuddle or affectionate when I’m high.
I wonder now, what changed a sweet, naive, kind person into a wounded, cold bitch?
Sex. Strangers. Drugs. College. Dating.
My first time was to a complete stranger, I was 18.
Now, I am 20.
I sleep with strangers to feel loved, and honestly that didn’t ruin me…relationships did.
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