This Love is Treacherous

 

“I stayed in a psych ward for a few days because of breakdowns I keep having. I cut a lot and deep. I didn’t have music, facebook, no electronics while I was staying in the hospital…all I had were a pen and pieces of paper to spill ink all over”- Amanda Day

my arm

(Feb 10th, 12:20 P.M)

Lies never tasted so good,

never melted so sweet,

a perfect sunset in the bare eve,

never did the dawn of day yell at me,

don’t close your eyes,

safe and sound,

you’ll be alright,

the dawn of eve sings of sins and truths,

never before did

the Raven look so black,

never did the crow caw so

loud,

so loved,

as a feather falls from the sky,

the petals dance on her lips,

tears fall upon her eyes,

fragile as a glass vase,

this day dream is dangerous,

I love it

OD On Your Pain

Thoughts drift,
pulse beats,
raven feed on our lungs,
roaring for a savior to
spear us the hanging,
senseless torment,
but this is what they say,
the ending is near,
the tears stream down,
a whisper is all I need,
I won’t hold your hand,
I won’t walk next to you,
if this is what you want,
my feelings don’t matter,
only your’s,
telling it straight,
take the faith
and swallow the poison,
so you can OD on your pain